i hate reality, i hate civilisation, i hate the real world. i miss obs, i wanna go back to obs, where all you have to worry about is if you're able to accomplish the (really) tiring tasks given to you and if wild boars are gonna attack you(HAHA). you didn't have to worry about any other problems, you didn't have to cry every single night, you didn't have to be alone. i dont want to be here, i dont want to be drowned in my own pathetic sorrows, i wanna be happy. haha but oh wells, guess you cant really do anything abt it huh.
haha and guess what, im addicted to the umbrella song. even though i was really against it the first time i heard it. but its really very amusing! im so amused by it! you can stand under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh!
I want to swim away but don't know howSometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the oceanLet the waves up take me downLet the hurricane set in motionLet the rain of what I feel right now come downLet the rain come down
(8:16 PM)